Finally it came,
Hoping to pass by him
    wihout looking back,
Hurriedly, Quickly,
Please, don't let him notice,
The incomplete of me.

Stiffing the dust of tomorrow,
My hand tried to grasp the emptiness,
Looking at the long road
    Uninviting and unpleasant,
I have nothing with me,
I am unprepared,
But I didn't have any other choice, do I?

Lying on the bed,
Looking outside through the dusty window,
Will I get through tomorrow?
Ya Allah,
    Only You can decide,
And I will always follow.

The Hardest Words;

Feeling the guilt,
    of not knowing what to do,
I cried bitterly last night,
    Thinking of the person I'd hurt,
    The person that I should be caring the most.

I tried to act naturally,
Hopefully these feelings will go away,
    'The time will heals'
  I want to hold on to that knowledge,
  But, it wouldn't work that way, will it?

There's a lot of things I want to say,
     In front of your eyes, truthfully,
In a casual conversation each and everyday,
But in the end,
     Even though I know words aren't enough,
Within the bottom of my broken heart,
    " I am trully sorry "